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[March 2nd, 2005] |
I have been hovering between the line of being happy and unhappy recently.
But, I'm happy right now =DDDDD It is a nice feeling! I do miss it.
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It's like in the middle of spawling on a gray sofa and sitting in dim light thinking I'm in a dream - I suddenly realise that if I simply don't complicate things so much, I'd be happier. It isn't about being shallow, it's just learning to let go.
For all the times I told Debbie she was becoming cynical, I was indulging in it myself. I care too much about things. I bog myself down.
I should just have fun and be happy. And be nice because life's too short to spend being mean. I shouldn't be so angry and angsty all the time.
Yea, I'm happy right now.
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I am gonna go pack my bag, bathe, write my resolutions, listen to music, lie in bed and think about the day.
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| 193* |
[February 28th, 2005] |
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Praise the Lord, for carrying me through everything.
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